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3 February, 2012 07:41

Posted on 03 February 2012 by Tea Server

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ISLAMABAD TONIGHT

WITH NADEEM MALIK

02-02-2012

TOPIC- CONTEMPT OF COURT CASE AGAINST PM

GUESTS- SM ZAFAR, YASEEN AZAD, AZAM SAWATI, AHMED RAZA QASOORI

SM ZAFAR A LAWYER said that the prime minister sacrificed himself untimely and needlessly. He said that Supreme Court decision is absolutely correct and court gave sufficient time to PM to abide. He said that PM sacrifice is untimely because important decisions are suppose to be taken on Afghanistan at this moment. He said that PM should write the letter to Swiss court and ask for pardon to SC otherwise charges will be labeled.

YASEEN AZAD PSCBA said that in his opinion it will be difficult for the PM to write the letter to Swiss court at this moment. He said that it is difficult time for the Prime Minister. He said that it will be better for the PM to write the letter to Swiss court.

AZAM SAWATI OF PTI said that the plundering has been proven and the national wealth is looted but the PM is reluctant to write the letter to Swiss court. He said that the people have lost confidence on institutions. He said that the corruption is rampant and people are dying. He said that the NRO was signed to protect the culprits. He said that two billion rupees are missing from the compensation money of Bhasha dam.

AHMED RAZA QASOORI OF AML said that the government used delaying tactics at every step of the case. He said that the court is showing constraint on its decisions otherwise situation can deteriorate. He said that the people have faith in the judiciary and it is a huge test of the judiciary. He said that it is true that judiciary is unable to implement its decisions. He said that if the PM contest the case and lose it he will not be the PM any more. He said that we should accept the decisions of the courts and should not give them different names.

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Islamabad releases 816million rupees for pensions and salaries in GB

Posted on 03 February 2012 by Tea Server

PT Report Gilgit, February 2: The federal finance department has released an amount of eight hundred and sixteen million rupees  for the Government of Gilgit – Baltistan, to facilitate payment of salaries, pensions and other recurring expenses. The GB Government is complete dependent on financing from Islamabad for payments against small and large expenses. The [...]

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An achievement a day!

Posted on 01 February 2012 by Tea Server

Been ages since I wrote something for myself. For my own satisfaction and pleasure. Feels so good to look back at few blog posts and the immense amount of love you guys have shown towards reading them :)

Alhamdulillah it was a good day today. Not a good start of the day because of my mama’s illness but when I had reached office, I could see quite a few happenings around me that made me open my blog yet again and start off this regular blogpost “An achievement a day”. Let me tell you what is going to be about.

Everyday we spend quite a few hours working, studying, helping, co-operating, winning, losing, crying etc. Nonetheless its a part of our everyday routine to do something or the other to make our selves feel better. Be it listening to music or chatting with a friend over phone. Be it playing your favorite game or be it looking at the picture of your sweetheart and letting her know how much you love her. Be it making fun of people randomly or be it reading something amusing. Each of us seeks peace and contentment in lives. Which is absolutely OKAY!

Now what I believe is the fact that everyone is an achiever in some or the other manner. I am an achiever because I made my dream come true of being an RJ. You may be an achiever because you scored straight As in your class. But are achievements limited to all the BIG things in life? I don’t think so.

An achievement can be as small as finishing the food on your plate. An achievement can be saving 10 rupees out of your pocket money at the end of the day. An achievement could be getting ready in time for school. An achievement is as simple as making someone smile :)

So from today onwards, I shall be posting my everyday’s achievements and see if you guys can share your achievements with me. Life is all about these crazy little things that make us happy my friends. We just need the eyes to look at them :)

Blessings and love!

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Ufone Relaunched Handsets

Posted on 30 January 2012 by Tea Server

Ufone Relaunched 2 old handsets with revised price. you can now get G1000 in only Rupees 799, the old price of this phone was 999. Ufone G1000 Faetures: FM Radio (Works Without Handsfree) Torch Load Speaker Similarly  G3610 is now available for 1699 RS, the old price of this was 1999 RS. Ufone G3610 faetures: Camera [...]

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8 million rupees released after 7 months delay for payment of staff salaries!

Posted on 27 January 2012 by Tea Server

PT Report Gilgit, January 26:  After a delay of seven month, the Kashmir and Gilgit – Baltistan Division (KANA) has released 8 million rupees for payment of salaries to staff members of the Mother and Child Health Care project, run by the federal government. According to details up to 129 mid-wives and 60 other staff [...]

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Chilas Cadet College project to be restarted soon: Executive Engineer

Posted on 20 January 2012 by Tea Server

PT Report Gilgit, January 19: Work on the construction of Chilas Cadet College Project, costing over 400 million rupees, will be be restarted in the near future. This was stated by Executive Engineer‚ Diamer‚ Gayoor Ahmed, while talking to the media. He has said that tenders for deign and construction are being called shortly.

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Federal Education College Gilgit being upgraded

Posted on 18 January 2012 by Tea Server

PT Report Gilgit, January 17: The Government of Gilgit-Baltistan has approved up-gradation project of Federal College of Education Gilgit. The project will cost 62.5 million rupees, an official source reported. As part of the upgrading plan an additional college building, a sciences laboratory and a centre of information technology will also be established. Plans are [...]

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NADRA distributed 63 Crore rupees on 3200 Watan Cards in Gilgit – Baltistan: Official

Posted on 17 January 2012 by Tea Server

PT Report Deputy Chairman of NADRA, Mr. Tariq Malik, has said that  around 63 crore rupees have been distributed in different parts of Gilgit – Baltistan against 3,200 cards issued to help the impoverished and vulnerable people. The NADRA official claimed that 90 % caseload of CDCP Phase II beneficiaries based in Haveeli, Hattian, Neelum, [...]

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5 MW Power Plant being constructed in Thor Nala, Chilas

Posted on 14 January 2012 by Tea Server

PT Report Chilas, January 13: A hydel power project of five megawatt capacity is being constructed at Thore Nala in Chilas‚ Diamer District. According to government sources, the Asian Development Bank is likely to provide financial support, 1.40 billion rupees, for the project.  A team of Asian Development Bank has, reportedly, already visited Chilas and selected [...]

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Teaching Manto and South Asian Literature in the U.S. : Interview with Amardeep Singh

Posted on 13 January 2012 by Tea Server

“I do not think Manto was particularly obsessed with prostitution. It might be more accurate to say that he was part of a broader movement in Modern literature to depict sexuality more honestly and sincerely than earlier generations had done, and writing stories with characters who were prostitutes was one way for him to do that.”

Amardeep Singh and Sadat Hasan Manto have something in common-both come from the same Indian side of Punjab. But that’s not the only connection they have.

Dr. Amardeep Singh, who teaches English literature at Lehigh University, is a second-generation Indian raised in the U.S. working on a new book on Sadat Hasan Manto. He is studying the Progressive Writers movement and other movements like Naya Kavita and Nayi Kahani that came after it. In this project he is trying to work with literature written in multiple South Asian languages, including Hindi, Urdu, Punjabi, and English. In some cases he is working with translations, while in other cases he is looking at material in the original languages.

His first book, “Literary Secularism: Religion and Modernity in Twentieth Century Fiction,” was based on his Ph.D. dissertation, and was published in 2006. Dr. Amardeep has also written a number of articles on British and contemporary world literature, focusing on authors such as E.M. Forster, Jhumpa Lahiri, Rabindranath Tagore, and G.V. Desani. In 2010 he received a grant from the National Endowment for the Humanities to pursue research on the new book project, “Modernism and Progressivism in South Asia.”

In this interview he talks candidly about Manto, his work and pedagogical issues in teaching South Asian literature in the U.S.:

1.    Sadat Hasan Manto was the product of an era when the subcontinent was going through significant political changes that ultimately ended in dividing the region into two separate countries. He wrote a lot on the impact of these changes on individuals and families. How would you analyze his understanding of the partition as portrayed in his short stories?  

Manto, as is well-known came out of what is today the Indian part of Punjab – Ludhiana and Amritsar. He grew up in a pluri-religious environment and felt a very deep sense of loss in the disappearance of that sense of shared community across religious lines. He was also influenced by the emerging Progressive Writers group he encountered at Aligarh Muslim University in 1934; they wrote in Urdu and had a generally secular and reformist outlook. Manto was living in Bombay in 1947, and he did not initially jump to join Pakistan at that time. However, as he found his career in the Bombay film industry suffering, in large part due to the discrimination against Muslims that began to appear in the industry around that time, he did finally decide to relocate to Lahore in 1947. From what I can tell, he did not love Lahore, but he did provisionally accept the idea of himself as a Pakistani during the last few years of his life.

Manto’s short stories about the Partition, particularly “Toba Tek Singh,” “Khol Do!” (Open It), and “Thanda Ghosht” (Cold Meat) are some of his most famous stories. Stories like “Khol Do” and “Thanda Ghosht,” both of which feature shocking scenes of sexual violence, show how disappointed he was in the way people on both sides of the religious divide acted during the Partition. These are stories where people seem to behave like animals, thinking only of revenge and the crudest sort of satisfaction. “Toba Tek Singh,” for its part, is more about the strange sense of dislocation many people felt as the identity of large regions near the border changed status overnight. What was “India” one day became “Pakistan” the next, even if people still spoke the same languages, drank the same chai, and lived the same lifestyle they had the day before. The conceit of “Toba Tek Singh” is to have a mentally ill person attempt to digest the arbitrariness of this sudden transformation.

2.    Manto was tried in India and Pakistan for “obscenity” as he used images of women as sex object and prostitute in several of his short stories. How would you compare obscenity and portraying sex as a social reality in literature? Who defines standards of pornography and sex in fine arts and literature in South Asia?

Manto wrote about prostitution because it was a part of life in his era. Once he was asked this same question, and he had the following rejoinder:
“If any mention of a prostitute is obscene then her existence too is obscene. If any mention of her is prohibited, then her profession too should be prohibited. Do away with the prostitute; reference to her would vanish by itself.” (via Harish Narang)

I do not think Manto was particularly obsessed with prostitution. It might be more accurate to say that he was part of a broader movement in Modern literature to depict sexuality more honestly and sincerely than earlier generations had done, and writing stories with characters who were prostitutes was one way for him to do that. Even within Urdu and Hindi literature, Manto was not the only one to push the boundary with regards to explicit sexuality in his writing. The first wave of Progressive Writers, emerging from the Angarey group, also did this. One infamous story by Sajjad Zaheer, for instance, was called “Vision of Paradise” (Jannat ki Basharat) which featured a Maulvi who begins to have erotic dreams while he intends to stay up late praying. The story was controversial at the time because it was seen as blasphemous, and reading it today there’s no doubt that Zaheer intended to be provocative regarding religious piety. But it is no less provocative because of its use of explicit sexuality.

Alongside the Angarey group, Premchand himself was often more direct about matters of sexuality than many people realize. His famous 1936 novel Godaan, for instance, features a cross-caste sexual relationship described quite frankly – though it’s by no means pornographic. Finally, it should be noted that Manto’s friend and rival, Ismat Chughtai, also pushed the line regarding the depiction of sexuality.

That said, there’s no question that Manto takes things a step further. A story like “Bu” (Odour) is significantly more explicit in its depiction of a random sexual encounter than anything written by Zaheer or Chughtai. As a side note, this story, which is one of Manto’s most infamous ones, is not actually about prostitution, but rather a middle-class man’s encounter with a poor woman (a Marathi “Ghatin”) working as a laborer. Other stories do deal directly with prostitution, but often with a focus on the hypocrisy and weakness of men. Manto’s prostitutes are often honest and even noble individuals – trying to survive in a society that treats the exploitation of women’s bodies as merely another kind of financial transaction.

On the question of who sets the standards for obscenity. Here I think there’s no question that by the standards of his time, some of Manto’s stories could be found to be “obscene.” As is well-known, he was tried for obscenity six times during his career, some by the British Indian government before 1947, and some by the independent government of Pakistan. I certainly oppose the censorship, but I think Manto knew what he was doing in writing stories like “Bu,” and I don’t think he or his career suffered greatly because he got in trouble for it; if anything, it may have gotten him more attention and thus helped his career in some ways. That said, with the sexual elements in “Khol Do!” or “Thanda Ghosht,” I do feel these are worth defending, since Manto is referencing sexual violence not for titillation but to make an important ethical point.

3.    How would you compare Manto with short story writers of other languages, especially the known English writers of his time?

Manto was actually more influenced by Russian short story writers like Chekhov and French writers like Maupassant than he was by English literature. The Russian influence goes back to his time in college at Amritsar, where his mentor Abdul Bari Alig encouraged him to read the Russian short story writers. In fact, Manto’s very first book was his translation of French writer Victor Hugo’s The Last Days of a Condemned Man. He also published a book of translated short stories from Russia (often translated from translations: English to Urdu rather than Russian to Urdu) called Russi Afsane. In fact I do not think Manto can be usefully compared to any major English writers.

4.    For Manto, South Asia and the U.S. had astonishing paradoxes and similarities in 1950. When Manto was being tried in Pakistan for obscenity, for example, writers were also facing similar charges in the U.S. How would you compare these two societies in the 21st century?

Manto was actually highly aware of the obscenity trials taking place in the United States. In one of his Letters to Uncle Sam (in Urdu as “Chacha Sam Ke Nam”), he actually acknowledged the obscenity trial surrounding Erskine Caldwell’s novel God’s Little Acre. At that time (1950) the United States was seen as the source of racy images and scantily dressed starlets within South Asia, so this was especially surprising to Manto. As he put it, “You are the king of bare things so I am at a loss to understand, Chachaji, why you tried brother Erskine Caldwell.”  The judge in the Caldwell case, of course, dismissed the obscenity charge with some famous lines: “I am absolutely certain that the author has chosen to write truthfully about a certain segment of American society. It is my opinion that truth is always consistent with literature and should be so declared.” Manto claims he quoted these lines to the judge in his own case, but to no avail: “That is what I told the court that sentenced me, but it went ahead anyway and gave me three months in prison with hard labour and a fine of three hundred rupees. My judge thought that truth and literature should be kept far apart. Everyone has his opinion (‘raee’).”

While Pakistan and the U.S. were not so far apart in 1950, during the time of one of Manto’s obscenity trials and the trial of Erskine Caldwell, I think as time has gone on, they have grown further apart. In the 1960s, the U.S. moved away from the censorship model of the Hayes Code in the film industry, to a “ratings” model, wherein adult material would effectively always be legal as long as it was rated for adults only. Both India and Pakistan have, however, kept the censorship model alive, meaning that many legitimate and important works of art run the risk of censorship sometimes for arbitrary or simply

5.    You have been teaching literature in the U.S. for some time. Do you think there are major pedagogical issues in teaching South Asian literature to students of South Asian origin and white Americans?

I should preface by saying that I myself have been raised in the U.S., albeit in a pretty conservative Sikh community with strong and continuing connections to South Asia. One problem with raising issues such as caste or debates about gender roles within Indo-Islamic culture with students who aren’t familiar with the society is that you can very quickly give the students a very negative picture of South Asian society. If you bombard them with the depth of poverty in India, or the repressiveness around gender and sexuality that still pervades in some parts of the society, you can make it less likely that they’ll want to seriously engage with South Asia in the future. In my teaching I strive for a balanced look at the society, pointing at the way some things have improved (for instance, the growing middle class in both India and Pakistan) alongside the things that aren’t improving (growing religious conservatism in Pakistan, extreme disparities of wealth in India). In that respect I may differ from some of my colleagues on the left: I think trends such as globalization have been beneficial at least in some respects in South Asian societies.

6.    Urdu and Hindi are spoken by a large South Asian diaspora all over the world. Some say, combined together, it becomes the second largest language after Mandarin Chinese.  How do you see the future of teaching South Asian languages and literature in the U.S?  

The outlook for teaching South Asian languages in the U.S. is complex. On the one hand, languages like Urdu and Pashto have actually seen somewhat of a boom in recent years, though the boom is entirely due to the post 9/11 “war on terror,” and the source of the interest is the U.S. State Department and intelligence agencies. Languages predominantly spoken in India are not receiving the same kind of interest. That said, even the study of those languages was, during the cold war, supported by the State Department.

Away from the question of official government support, the economic and prestige disparities in the publishing world have been quite detrimental to the study and publication of literature in South Asian languages. Authors know they will get paid more if they write in English, and have broader readership and recognition as well. This does not mean that good literature in Indian languages is not being written (indeed, in my own experience visiting Punjab not long ago I found the state of Punjabi poetry in Chandigarh to be particularly lively – though it’s mainly a live scene, without much in the way of economic support from the publishing world).

I do not teach at the kind of university where I would have a significant number of students interested in reading Hindi, Urdu, or Punjabi literature in the original. However, there is certainly interest among some students in reading literature in translation from Indian languages, perhaps in conjunction with literature written in English.

One interesting development is a growing community of writers working in South Asian languages here in North America. I was at the University of British Columbia for a Punjabi literature conference a few years ago, and I was overwhelmed at the number of students studying Punjabi, often at quite a high level. There is an entire community of diasporic Punjabi writers (novelists and poets), mainly living in Canada, and publishing in their own small publishing houses here in North America (some of those writers also publish their work in Punjabi in India). I do not know if something similar exists with other South Asian languages, though I have seen some collections along those lines.

I should add that I am a person who does not see the choice of language as absolutely determining of authenticity. There are very good, representative novels of South Asian life written in English and very poor ones written in Hindi and Urdu. I have always been inspired by the case of Ahmed Ali, who in mid-career shifted from Urdu to English without really losing much in the way of his ability to describe the Indo-Islamic culture of Old Delhi. I think authors who make a strong attempt to use words from South Asian languages in the midst of their English prose when necessary – and who don’t worry about the possible incomprehension of western readers – can be every bit as “authentic” as their peers writing in South Asian languages.

(From Viewpoint Online)

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India Marks Milestone in Fight Against Polio

Posted on 13 January 2012 by Tea Server

By Ravi Nessman for The Associated Press

India will celebrate a full year since its last reported case of polio on Friday, a major victory in a global eradication effort that seemed stalled just a few years ago.

If no previously undisclosed cases of the crippling disease are discovered, India will no longer be considered polio endemic, leaving only Pakistan, Afghanistan and Nigeria on that list.

“This is a game changer in a huge way,” said Bruce Aylward, head of the World Health Organization’s global polio campaign.

The achievement gives a major morale boost to health advocates and donors who had begun to lose hope of ever defeating the stubborn disease that the world had promised to eradicate by 2000.

It also helps India, which bills itself as one of the world’s emerging powers, shed the embarrassing link to a disease associated with poverty and chaos, one that had been conquered long ago by most of the globe.

The government cautiously welcomed the milestone as a confirmation of its commitment to fighting the disease and the 120 billion rupees ($2.4 billion) it has spent on the program.

“We are excited and hopeful. At the same time, vigilant and alert,” Health Minister Ghulam Nabi Azad said in a statement. Azad warned that India needed to push forward with its vaccination campaign to ensure the elimination of any residual virus and to prevent the import and spread of virus from abroad.

The polio virus, which usually infects children in unsanitary conditions, attacks the central nervous system, sometimes causing paralysis, muscular atrophy, deformation and, in some cases, death.

With its dense population, poor sanitation, high levels of migration and weak public health system, India had been seen as “the perfect storm of polio,” Aylward said. Even some vaccinated children fell ill with the virus because malnutrition and chronic diarrhea made their bodies too weak to properly process the oral vaccine.

In 2009, India had 741 cases. That plunged to 42 in 2010. Last year, there was a single case, an 18-month-old girl named Ruksana Khatun who fell ill in West Bengal state Jan. 13. She was the country’s last reported polio victim.

Part of the sudden success is credited to tighter monitoring that allowed health officials to quickly hit areas of outbreaks with emergency vaccinations. Part is also attributed to the rollout of a new vaccine in 2010 that more powerfully targeted the two remaining strains of the disease.

Under the $300 million-a-year campaign the government runs with help from the WHO and UNICEF, 2.5 million workers fan out across the country twice a year to give the vaccine to 175 million children.

They hike to remote villages, wander through trains to reach migrating families and stop along roadsides to vaccinate the homeless.

Philanthropist Bill Gates, whose foundation has made polio eradication a priority, hailed India’s achievement as an example of the progress that can be made on difficult development problems.

“Polio can be stopped when countries combine the right elements: political will, quality immunization campaigns and an entire nation’s determination. We must build on this historic moment and ensure that India’s polio program continues to move full-steam ahead until eradication is achieved,” he said in a statement.

Health officials are working to make polio the second human disease eradicated, after smallpox. But while smallpox carriers were easy to find because everyone infected developed symptoms, only a tiny fraction of those infected with the polio virus ever contract the disease. So while no one in India is reported to have suffered from polio in a year, the virus — which travels through human waste — could still be lingering.

That’s why the country will not be certified as completely polio-free until at least three full years pass without a case. And it is why public health advocates warn against complacency in the massive vaccination efforts.

“We are at a threshold. If we take a long step, we may be in trouble,” said Dr. Yash Paul, a pediatrician in the northern city of Jaipur who was a member of the Indian Academy of Pediatrics’ polio eradication committee until it was dismantled last year because the academy felt it was no longer needed.

Paul also appealed to public health officials to begin switching from the oral vaccine, which is easy to administer but contains live virus that can cause the disease in rare cases, to an injectible vaccine that uses dead virus.

The last time a country came off the endemic list was Egypt in 2006. If India succeeds in getting removed from the list in the coming weeks, only Pakistan, Afghanistan and Nigeria will remain. All three saw a rise in cases last year over 2010, and Pakistan is suffering a particularly explosive outbreak, Aylward said.

In addition, 22 other countries that had eradicated the disease suffered new outbreaks. However, some of those outbreaks stemmed from polio imported from India, so getting rid of the virus here is expected to lessen such outbreaks in the future.

Dr. Donald Henderson, who headed WHO’s smallpox eradication program and had long been skeptical of the possibility of eradicating polio, said Thursday he was now hopeful the disease could be conquered across the world by the end of next year.

“You look at a series of dominoes, this is the big one. The others are definitely easier. If we can do it in India, than I’m more optimistic that we can do it in these other countries,” he said. “I’m celebrating a bit. I’ll certainly drink a glass tomorrow … and keep my fingers crossed.”

Aylward hopes India’s success will spur donors to dedicate more money to the polio fight, partly because full eradication could free up funds for other global health issues.

The WHO program needs another $500 million to fund operations for the rest of the year, and some programs could run out of funding by March, he said.

“If we fail at this point, it’s an issue of will,” he said.

Pakistanis for Peace Editor’s Note- Congratulations to India on a great achievement. Despite massive poverty and numerous internal problems, India is working towards the betterment of its people, something Pakistan can learn a great deal from~

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Around 4,000 candidates to compete for 340 positions of AKESP teachers

Posted on 07 January 2012 by Tea Server

PT Report  Gilgit, January 6: The Aga Khan Education Service Pakistan (AKES,P) is conducting an employment test to fill positions of teachers that fell vacant recently after hundreds of senior teachers left their jobs in return for a magnanimous package. The teachers had been protesting for years to get pay raise. Around 70 Crore rupees [...]

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Blurted memories….

Posted on 05 January 2012 by Tea Server

I miss a lot of people, a lot of hours, minutes and seconds. Its just that I realized it today. How I left too many things behind. As I cleared up my cupboard and dusted the books alphabetically, I found the old pictures. The albums that carried life, adventure and laughter. Although most of what I feel like is already posted in my post Time Travels. But thought to talk again about the golden days that I miss. Maybe I miss them or I actually missed them. Missed those moments. Someone said me that growing up is freedom and you’ll know it when you turn eighteen! This was said when I said: “Childhood is freedom. You are always free, like a bird”. I still don’t understand because maybe what was said by ‘it’ was wrong because when you start growing you get chained in many thoughts. And they are burdened on you, until you are sure your future is bright. I don’t know if that’s philosophical. But for now my childhood traces me, it encapsulates a lot of laughter and it still has left its scent in my life.

Like when kids use to bully me a lot over my sir name ‘Riaz’ = ‘Piaz’. I don’t know if I should even right that. So let me just cross that out. And yet it happens but they say ‘onion’ this time instead of that. That onion-ization is never going to end. When I was is my first grade what happened was that like all the other schools we were allowed to issue only one book from the library. I had already issued a book but my heart fell on a book which had to everything to do with chocolates. Mouth watering recipes of chocolate cakes were caged in it. I was so stupid as to me that book didn’t seem a book only. It was as if I was on a treasure hunt and I had found the treasure, the gold and now some how or the other I had to take it back with me. To me it looked as if by taking this book home it was going to provide me with lots and lots of chocolate cakes everyday. It was my jackpot. My bumper prize and something kept on cooking in my mind. Actually the pictures of chocolate cakes illustrated over the book had taken over my brain and hacked my nervous cells. I thought that the pictures would actually become reality. I know that it is stupid and you’ll be thinking by now that I am such a big oaf. The chocolate cake recipe book was eating up my mind, acting like a gadfly. But I was little and I don’t know I still have a little of shame for that. So what happened was that we forced our librarian a lot but she refused so what I did was that I quickly kept the book in my navy blue stupid library bag. And I fastened the zip then I was finally successful in hiding it. Ah, and the book was in my library bag safe and secure. :D I brought it back home, it was dumped under the heap of books. So the result was that the boom never laid any chocolate eggs for me! A week or two later I felt bad, my grade ended. But till today I feel guilty over my madness. I don’t want to title it as theft. That would be way too rude for my inner self, she’ll be hurt. :D I would go back some day to the same branch one day and keep the book in right self, where it use to be, spraying chocolate scents around the library. ;) And maybe I’ll get a chance to see my awesome librarian. She loved me a lot, she was the only one who told my teacher that yes I deserved a forty on forty in English. I miss her. Like too much. I wish I could hug her right now, and tell her she was one of the awesome-st teachers I had. I am never going to find a sweet librarian and math teacher like her.

I remember when my friend use to be absent; right from the assembly line to the class, I would feel like vomiting. When I use to get seated, the tears would come rolling down my cheeks and to the neck. And I acted as if I was unwell. When some how I use to make my to the librarian who also gave first aid, she’d put her arms around my waist and say:
“Everything okay? What happened?”
“I want to go home”. I’d say like a kindergarten kid.
“Why?”
“Its paining. I don’t feel well”.
“Tell me where, do you have a soar throat?”

And when I couldn’t think of anything else I’d say I am having problems in breathing. I use to cough a little with my red rosy face. Hardly able to take my saliva inside. She’d say: Heart? Maybe she knew I was faking up and the reason for my red rosy face was something else. So she started to test my science skills. “Where is heart?” She’d say. And I would go on wondering where is it. Left, right, center, where is it? I had only revised “senses” at that time so I would go on thinking “Was there any sense like where heart is located?” Ha! I was completely mad. Then she would go on telling me that “how can an awesome student get this answer wrong?” try thinking darling!”. Thinking? How could I do that, I was focusing on the crying part more.  Then I was just moving my heart from right then to left as if my heart itself was shifting. Then seeing her expressions. Where they were going to settle right or left? Then she use to tell me to get back to my class. Where I saw my class teacher and a long long haired girl finding me. The two would say: What happened? Where were you? We were finding you. Yes that long long haired girl was my friend. The one I was crying for. My Goldie locks. :D She had arrived late and she wasn’t absent. I’d smile and say: I wasn’t feeling well.

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I never told her that. I miss her today. My mate from playgroup till primary. Maybe we two are not the ones we use to be. But I can never forget a friendship of almost five to six years. I wish today to get back to her. To just tell her that I need someone to talk to, not someone but her. Not her but my best mate. The only one from my childhood. Its just so aching while writing this. I feel like a girl in a candy shop craving for two rupee candy when I know I only have one rupee.

There are some snippets stored in my mind. All I remember is just the complications in all those dramas of mine. I remember when I would always fight with mama that I don’t want to sleep. But she would force me to go to sleep. And I hated that part. I knew it was useless to fight, even it was useless to say that I would not sleep if she would lay down with me. Because she always did, and tried to make me go to sleep then quietly leave the room. So that use to be her epic win! So I use to lay down in my bed, lock the door tried to maintain pin drop silence so that everyone knows that I am asleep. When someone use to unlock the door, just the second when I use to hear the keys knock a little against each other and ride around the round about (the lock basically), I would shut my eyes tight. Making sure that I wasn’t moving much and I use to dig my face tightly under the blanket. And this way I never slept. Then I use to wake up I mean come out of the room at 5 p.m. Sounding like I did slept with hair in the worse condition, eyelids lowering but mama just guessed it all right. And there came down the words jumping and sliding on my tongue like Jack and Jill. And like Humpty Dumpty  falling down from my mouth in to her ears and then the brain detecting the electrical signals, changing into sound signals (I just learned that part ;) ) and all my truth out in the newspaper! Till today I can never hide something form her. Because the bugs in me always buzz around in me and force me to tell mama the story I am hiding inside. Ah! This part is still there but no more sleep fights. I miss them. And I miss the sleeping part now although I love being a night owl but that takes me to fight for more sleep in the mornings. ah I just can’t believe now I fight TO SLEEP. Back then, I never use to. Never.

So there’s another thing that I remember. Its when I was in my third and fourth grade and I took part in the elocution contest. ah it was just once when I got the third prize and all the other years I failed in that. I remember how I use to cry so much with red cheeks, red nose, red eyes like a like a firetruck. :D The excuse I remember that I once made for this crying was that: “The guy beside me was crying and I was not but when he cried it made me cry too!” I should use LOL here I guess. That was extremely stupid and senseless when I remember it now. I remember when we had playstation one that was very old the time of my elder sisters childhood. We were crazy for playing Crash Bandicoot. The entire house was. Even late night papa use to turn it on, sit in our yellow kite stitched bean bag and play. Our playstation got too old that now it didn’t worked. It restarted every second so I use to recite ‘Bismillah’ and blow it on my playstation’s the inside lens part. Then I’d pray and pray. I laugh over this when even I think of our playstation one (the one and only long time machine kept-still kept ;) ) As I didn’t knew how to offer prayer but still I would unfold the prayer rug  and wear mama’s ‘dupatta’ then I would start offering the prayer trying to remember how mama prays and then trying to copy her. After going in every ‘sajda’ I would say ‘bismillah’ and recite some ‘suras’ that I had revised from the Holy Quran.  Then I would go see the playstation if it accidentally had started or not. Huh! Like always it never did, because it had a severe disease of being restarted again and again. After three years of yen and struggle to papa for bringing us playstation two, I got a chance to play the tale of Crash and Cortex again! I wish if I had not finished it Crash series that were the most awesome-st games. So that I would have got another chance today to fight with my sister and snatch the controller from her and then play the game!

Ah I miss those times. Those salad days. The recap in my mind of all the past episodes is only the short memories encapsulating adventure and life. The tree use to be small then it grew and grew. Its a little closer to being old now. But still the tree was evergreen. It still is. It use to laugh so much. Shedding many leaves. Today I am trying to plant new trees like all those. And I would share the old times in more detail some day. The story of lunchbox and mad diary talks is still left ;)

Wishes to celebrate the joy of cupcakes with the same craving moments.
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All I know right now is that my life has to be a circus sometimes and at those times I have to be a clown. And I’ll happily be. Instead I am!

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Telenor, The Con Artist Company

Posted on 31 December 2011 by Tea Server

Ever call someone and end up listing to tacky music while waiting for them to pick up? I always blamed it on bad taste and made a mental note: this person is a tool. Turns out people who force everyone who calls them to listen to cheap songs may not even know it. Try calling some of the people you know. If a Punjabi song of the chest-heaving and running through mustard fields variety starts up while you’re waiting for them to pick up, ask them if they remember messaging Telenor to set it up for them.

To subscribe to song ringtones that play whenever someone calls you, you’re supposed to send a message to Telenor. They’re supposed to activate the song and then charge you 10 rupees so you can be a tool.

What they actually do is send you a message telling you you’ve activated a cheap song when you never did. And if you never read the dozen spam texts your own cell phone service provider sends you daily, you’ll never find out until a friend is real enough to tell you you’re a real piece of work for making them listen to desi trucker songs every time they try to call you.

Once this service has been activated without your knowledge, Telenor may keep changing songs and will keep charging you every time they do. Sometimes they’ll choose religious themed songs so people feel too embarrassed or anxious to call and complain. Blasphemy, anyone?

With 180 million people in Pakistan and many of them who have cell phones, and many of those who use Telenor, this adds up to a hefty lump sum at the end of the year. Happy New Year, Telenor CEOs. Hope you enjoy your bonuses this year. You’re welcome. -The People of Pakistan.

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