Posted on 10 February 2012 by Tea Server
Posted on 20 January 2012 by Tea Server
I remember those days when I was a little boy, I went to a see the fair, rocking and jumping …
Posted on 02 January 2012 by Tea Server
My lament is my own
To find a way home
The journey I take alone
Battered betrayed all hope gone
This empty life worthless
Even death alludes merciless
Yearning to be held
Longing tenderness
you close you eyes as I burn
might as well stake the heart
Ashes of whats left drift away
Taking us even further apart
I can see it when you deceive
The more I see the more I believe
in a dark world and its cruelty
with lies deceit and no loyalty
letting you have your way
to wound me over and over again
though you dont love me anymore
at least a reason for you to stay
Posted on 30 November 2011 by Tea Server
You don’t own me, you can’t play with me
I am not one of your many possessions
Treat me with respect
Dont make me the subject of your abuse
Will beating me up produce you a male heir?
Does your ego get crushed each time I answer you back?
Did it make a big difference to your manhood?
Oh mother father why did you make me promise never to leave my marital home
Why should I be humiliated by this man every day?
Why does society frown upon women who leave their husbands?
I long to leave and go back to my parents
Alas they will not accept me and I will have to go back
These scars will heal but what about the ones in my heart?
I suffer everyday along with the rest of my sisters on mother earth
Leaving my husband will only lead to dishonor
Stop this Violence, Stop This Hate
Stop this Violence, Stop This Hate
You may have married me but you don’t own me
You may have your rights but you owe me my rights
I will not let you ruin my life any further
This is the end of the line for you
This is the end of the line for me
No more
No more
Posted on 30 November 2011 by Tea Server
William Cowper was a famous English poet of the 18th century, he often struggled with depression and doubt. One night he decided to commit suicide by drowning himself. He called a cab and told the driver to take him to the Thames River. However, thick fog came down. After driving around lost for a while, the cabby finally stopped and let Cowper out, he found himself on his own doorstep: He believed God had sent the fog to keep him from killing himself. Even in our blackest moments, God watches over us.
God moves in a mysterious way
His wonders to perform;
He plants His footsteps in the sea
And rides upon the storm.
Deep in unfathomable mines
Of never failing skill
He treasures up His bright designs
And works His sovereign will.
Ye fearful saints, fresh courage take;
The clouds ye so much dread
Are big with mercy and shall break
In blessings on your head.
Judge not thy Lord by feeble sense,
But trust Him for His grace;
Behind a frowning providence
He hides a smiling face.
His purposes will ripen fast,
Unfolding every hour;
The bud may have a bitter taste,
But sweet will be the flower.
Blind unbelief is sure to err
And scan His work in vain;
God is His own interpreter,
And He will make it plain.
. . .

Posted on 25 November 2011 by Tea Server
Her hands
have scars
Her mind filled with stars
And planets. And thoughts
Sentences and dots
To forgotten words.
Butterflies and birds
On her dress
“I confess-“
She begins
And stops.
Her gaze drops.
She does not
Know what you thought.
Slight fear
Of being near.
Of touch
Saying too much.
Of the gaze
Holding praise
And scorn
Both.