Blah Blah from The TeaBreak Team.

If I’m to quantify the goods that have come across my way this year, I may require an ‘extra sheet’ to do justice to the question. Alhamdulillah, it has been amazing. I even feel guilty of being neglectful and turning to prayer mat when in need of something while being casual otherwise. In some ways I’ve always wanted something which was better for me. So here I am, have more than what I asked for. More than what I ever dreamt of at this stage and far better than what I could plan for myself.
But for some reason, I’m not that happy. Either I’m being ungrateful, or I’m disturbed by something which I’m unable to zoom on. I don’t know why but I feel sad and depressed and am unable to focus on anything.
Maybe it’s just the negative cycle of the sinusoidal wave of life. I just hope it passes away soon.