I have these little moments of pure un-adulterated joy in sensing the vastness of youth and carelessness. Like the balloons at a child’s birthday party, waiting to be put up behind the decorations and the people strolling around. The balloon itself is oblivious of the many stories that each person entails, and carries within him. [...]

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Our conditioned responses to the society and its beings is a story well-documented and debated. But I find internal mysteries too gargantuan to conquer. The internal suffocation, and battle calls for the better and beneficial are too personal to judge and compare with the world at large. Where problems arise out of a self-concocted rash [...]

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It often happens, that we forget where we started from. And it often happens, that we go through phases, we do not remember afterwards. Inspiration:  There is a self outside Entering into this world of faces Grounds filled with imitations Halo-filled night-time songs Our souls afraid of time Its silent words of cry and [...]

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I might just know what I want to research upon. Okay, not really. I am just ranting. I need some sort of data-storing medium in my brain that registers the spontaneous phases that I spew out in the middle of an emotional crisis, and I do not have a pencil/pen/computer at hand. Cuz, now, after [...]

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In trying to get rid of that phase when you are without any feeling, I discovered something that was obvious but just so. Places, people and situations change, but some people are there. Constant. You need to thank them, throughout. For even if they lose their significance and forget their duties, and hurt you, you [...]

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“Behind the mask, the dancer is the dance, ever and always.”[Deepak Chopra, War of the Worldviews: Science vs. Spirituality] Good read. Evolution. Creationism. Reductionism. Vitalism. Entropy. So many things to learn about. So much wonderment in life. I need constant inspiration, and that is why, I want to leave no time for sentimental degradation. Did [...]

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Sometimes even our darkest emotions and our deepest fears have to come to the surface. They haunt us, they scare us. I just hope it goes away soon. Sleep and Hope Fallen angels, withered wingsHer lonely grace, her paper dreamsHer husky voice, and subtle screamsIn each second she breathed, she let herself flow to death [...]

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Aaj koi chala hai saj ke piya nagarya re… This, and so much more. In this land of clandestine emotions and traditions, we hold ourselves as guards to a secret, a tale – that only we want to hear, that only we want to be a part of. And I…I like that. A tale that [...]

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On the eve of January the 31st, 2011, we took time lapse photos of the stars – finding their trails, looking up in the sky, wondering how much time would be ideal for a perfect shot. Time goes on, translating into a new year, a new way, a new curve in the cosmic reality that [...]

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An idea stolen from a little spark I composed: a little thought, a little flash of inspiration and some good music to go with it. Like soldiers who come only to conquer, like the wind that comes only once and uproots everything, changing lives forever. Like love that happens only once in a lifetime, and [...]

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I need time to come back, I need to be back. -random musings at 10 o clock in the morning between General Chemistry BIO135 and Zoology I BIO101. -looking around at people that surround me for now, wondering how they would shape me in the time to come. -yes, that insignificant piece of bullshit. I [...]

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Me: I love the window in my room. K: Windows are lovely inventions. No kidding. Me: Kia baat ki hai. :O My window is so…interesting. All sorts of thoughts take place there. Happy thoughts, forgotten thoughts, depressing thoughts, intellectually stimulating thoughts, I-should-get-a-move-on thoughts, thoughts-that-put-a-silent-smile-on-your-face thoughts… *pause* I should stop. K: I’d love for you to [...]

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I mean it. The title. Its just, I had a moment. A five-minute-rant, so to speak. As much as you’re an insignificant piece of bullshit, I don’t want you interfering with the way I’ve chosen to be. Its like your own incompetency will pull me down. I.don’t.want.that.happening. Shoo.  Go to hell. Rant over. You really don’t mean [...]

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~ Rubies and pearls strewn across the sand dunes Murky lakes. a drop of insecure love; warmth I am the wind, I surround the skies The eucalyptus trees, their leaves, cascading down Down on me, down with those skies Fidgeting for that peace. That Peace. ‎~ A spark came crashing, a wave of belief Through [...]

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